I don't know what to do with my life.

Bad weeks or in my case months often lead to me thinking a lot about how I can change my life.

Make it better. Make me happier. Get me out of my dead end job.

Don't get me wrong I love the people I work with and its not an awful job there is just nowhere to really go and it isn't fulfilling.

I think thats kinda of why I started writing, but the more I think about it, and the more I see the miserable weather outside the less I want to be in England.  I have always loved travelling an have been very fortunate to visit many places on the beautiful world.

This week I wanted to leave my life more and more. And really why not. Why shouldn't I? whats stopping me?

Nothing... I am 19 almost 20, have GCSE's and further education than that. I have a job which will allow me to save up some money.

So next year my plan is to head to the other side of the world and get a new perspective. Start a fresh. Go somewhere were nobody knows me, or my history and I can do the things I love.

I have grown sick of England, I lack inspiration and I just want to meet new people. Get enjoyment out of life again and simply get out of the town I live in.

Have you ever done a work holiday, career break or just upped and left?

I think this is the best option for me right now. And I don't want to regret not going whilst I have the opportunity.

Lots of love
Laura x